park and dogs

Yesterday I decided walk Tutifuiet to Park behide me and we meet greyhound puppy no one there which puppy greyhound dog and scare me then nas walk Tuti it frowning shap at Tuti so Tuti start hidden under my legs  and it was so scare for her and for me too at women should not have dogs if can’t control them. So went too Park walking from 430pm to 6pm try feed 8pm but didn’t eat anything and was brown sick everywhere so sleep on soffee house got too cold so went upstairs in warm bed bit now wonder going church or not church today when Tuti I’ll what do I do?

Dyspraxia life

🐾🐶🐷 I feeling have dyspraxia is get hard for me live in Stafford have Que anything . I bit worried about Tutifuiet she be ill this week travel from Hagley to Stafford having Direar on Thursday window cleaner came open middle of back gate and could not toliet Tuti off lead and she direar everywhere at no choice put throw anything in the bin and yesterday she keep be sick because my mistake I feed Lilly dog food and say once open use two day I open Wednesday and it was Friday could gone mad with myself but having dyspraxia can’t read small print so don’t know what agree too half time and books I miss lines out sometimes words get muddled up but keep it secret because I enough bullying from my family and groups over fear of shower it too scare and don’t like whistle when turn shower on so trying wash my hair over sink today havn’t be able do over the sink because of viewing ( be nightmare) and have be get 430am get ready for view but worry house won’t sale because too small my family won’t have the money which want but don’t care about that now my first Tuti and sponsor children I support in Africa but Planuk and Compassionuk said not going send Stickers too  those children because can’t afford post too Uk is rich country in the world can’t afford paid Sticker and can’t write letter in post now got use email letters what keep children safe but if internet down have use libbary at pubic internet and same in Cafe and commity centre so hate say use email to write sponsor children is bad idea and not safe at all

Fruit recalled failed

 Tutifuiet is my puppy and I no matter how recalled her I am failing fruit not listen to me I scare she might go  on road again I scared now. I really stress out 439 got ready for dog harness and went toliet next minute she was out  dog harness and lead trap under the cupped so now I Syed’s out she goong out dog harness if walk tomorrow in park k by self so might not walk in morning Think not do Art tomorrow  now get out dog harness I scare might lost again. 

Why is fuiet not allowed libbary & Commity centres

 Today I like have lay in yesterday was busy day I hoping no view today today 9am on Sunday morning was too early for me because I was 530am I was right mood yesterday wasn’t happy and because happy even time there view in Park behide me it now get bit frustrated what happened in winter when Ice and snow can’t walk on Ice and can’t walk in snow too slip for me I worry by spead all day in the Park is Tuti going get be ill because Park behind me isn’t very clean 

I tide of walking in to Park because viewing so cold and wet in Park and find hard walk in Park most of time on my own but do when dry so cold today Tuti recalled fail yesterday at because run out treats haven’t got 75p for knitting today it in notes  so hope libbary got change if not get in 10 p instead so now need changed and hope got 8 Pounds for art if viewing I wish the Tuti my pet dog won’t be do knitting on Monday or Art because both won’t let dogs in so won’t come it so cold this morning please no viewing just like drink cappuccino be in PJ at movement If church on Sunday won’t alwon dog in when viewing on Sunday then won’t be going to church from now Tuti is first and not let going going across the Road because of viewing I also lost Tuti in Haley when run out out road because of Pushchair and Weelchairs were full in Cafe so Stafford and Haley both bus rountie only Sunday when there No buses in Stafford. So scared leave going my groups Knitting libbary, Art New Northfields centre, Clubbside and Line dancing at North End community centre and Keepfit in chair  on Friday and church at Yoith and community centre is my church so told then yesterday if don’t alwon my puppy in church with me I won’t be going church at didn’t going well because not leave fuiet when viewing about not when bus rountie no puppy alwon won’t be going too these groups 

Dyspraxia life & Faith

 Having Dyspraxia is can be difficult at hidden disability people think should be able support living but friends in other group get support more money then me isn’t fair got same Dyspraxia connection because get two caring live in support living get £80,000 so does make different if get Support living and get Free bus pass disabled car Park even clean could afford Bis fare £6 because caring don’t want paid at all so at why get free bus pass and only different because got Austim and Parants set up the Will at different. I not going talk about I have difficult living lonely with No support at got no choice but move to out Staffordshire be close to sister my family I sick of fighting in Stafford I sock people say if got disabled you can’t dance I disagree with that but blam mum left me noughting after die by accident death I have think why going church anymore isn’t for me any more my family in Stafford don’t believe beside if love puppy bit churches not pet friendly anymore so really don’t want leave puppy behide I sale my house so when view coming got take my puppy  in park before church be up at 530am on Sunday morning to get ready but jeans bit too long walk in Park so let hope views don’t take so  long but most people with my groups I going don’t believe in God because God didn’t heal anybody like God didn’t heal Annabel or Sydnee my cats and missing then I haven’t heal puppy twist paw too so question why am going church when family don’t believe any more.   I moving Haley still going church but still question my faith it get too hard believe God no eles in world don’t believe in God.I not happy about view about 9am so stupid but at happon family sold soap to devil be keep quiet but at what see my family even church offtern sweets at door get people come back to church. so not look forward for these view at 9am.  Stupid have house view with I got puppy.

Out lock down

 Lock down

It hasn't been easy for me with lock down I was ill before lock down didn't have gluten-free birthday cake so upset but got do summer house with cats Sydnee and Annbel there my kids with paws. 

Start of lockdown do jigsaw and walking but now just get fed up. 

Change to talk talk broadband and smart light and chrome cast isn't working in Summer house  and wasn't happy I just eat and eat and eat get fat get fat.

I want highlight Dyspraxia and half deaf and Coelic and nightmare it bring eating on Gluten free diet  To make worse got scarm on mobile phone so got rid one Internet compared and didn't like Tesco Mobie Phone where Adult with learn difficulties can monitor by the mum.

Out of Lock Down And Prombles have today

Then get told by Making space recovery meath health can't be volunteer because of Mum awners the phone it really hurt and Rising Brook former friends 😢 say can't be leader of group because mum monitor me so throw mobile phone on the floor in bin my mum ruin by life wish didn't going special school because truth is going special school you won't get job and can't be volunteer I want help Guide dog to walk rising money and want rising money for more animals charity but mum said No

I want volunteer for Coelic but mum say No because Covid really hurt for mum treat like child.

Verity codes 

Now in UK if want shopping on line through checkout and wait for bank send you 6 number from mobile phone then type 6 numbers but haven't got mobile phone and bank takes ages send card reader machine it feel this special adult who is half deaf can't hear on phone well haven't got text so once again ask bank of mum for more money can't use my own money because verification code and Feel lost my Independence in fact I watch England match on sky sport and talk talk Internet went down so missing the Match because wost talk talk Internet is and won't be able record anything tomorrow because TV boast on talk talk Internet won't be working.

So think of cannel Now TV and Sky sport not paid something can't watch and can't change new card because need those stupied verity code feel like lost my Independence it feel like return back to Victorian time cost living high noughing in shops can't afford delivery off £40 to £90 it really hurts and making worse by highlight dyspraxia  and half deaf and Coelic was trying highlight hidding disability of 🌻 Sunflowers Landyard. To be call you retard and you not disable not OAp it really hurt.

In Stafford people think using it  fake our hidding disability but not really hurts at people from clap on street to Nasty people because of this feel can't going back to my group can't going Rising Brook anymore because don't want learn difficult seat on table other Side by one Stafford town why are retard Sunflowers 🌻 Landyard People too selfshire and mean why people can't be Kind it because of MP broken there Rules by having party in Lockdown  and I missing two birthday in lock down so not happy at movement I do want friends but no point have mobie phone if haven't got mobie phone.

I got No friends 

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