Friday 14 August 2020

Out lock down

 Lock down

It hasn't been easy for me with lock down I was ill before lock down didn't have gluten-free birthday cake so upset but got do summer house with cats Sydnee and Annbel there my kids with paws. 

Start of lockdown do jigsaw and walking but now just get fed up. 

Change to talk talk broadband and smart light and chrome cast isn't working in Summer house  and wasn't happy I just eat and eat and eat get fat get fat.

I want highlight Dyspraxia and half deaf and Coelic and nightmare it bring eating on Gluten free diet  To make worse got scarm on mobile phone so got rid one Internet compared and didn't like Tesco Mobie Phone where Adult with learn difficulties can monitor by the mum.

Out of Lock Down And Prombles have today

Then get told by Making space recovery meath health can't be volunteer because of Mum awners the phone it really hurt and Rising Brook former friends 😢 say can't be leader of group because mum monitor me so throw mobile phone on the floor in bin my mum ruin by life wish didn't going special school because truth is going special school you won't get job and can't be volunteer I want help Guide dog to walk rising money and want rising money for more animals charity but mum said No

I want volunteer for Coelic but mum say No because Covid really hurt for mum treat like child.

Verity codes 

Now in UK if want shopping on line through checkout and wait for bank send you 6 number from mobile phone then type 6 numbers but haven't got mobile phone and bank takes ages send card reader machine it feel this special adult who is half deaf can't hear on phone well haven't got text so once again ask bank of mum for more money can't use my own money because verification code and Feel lost my Independence in fact I watch England match on sky sport and talk talk Internet went down so missing the Match because wost talk talk Internet is and won't be able record anything tomorrow because TV boast on talk talk Internet won't be working.

So think of cannel Now TV and Sky sport not paid something can't watch and can't change new card because need those stupied verity code feel like lost my Independence it feel like return back to Victorian time cost living high noughing in shops can't afford delivery off £40 to £90 it really hurts and making worse by highlight dyspraxia  and half deaf and Coelic was trying highlight hidding disability of 🌻 Sunflowers Landyard. To be call you retard and you not disable not OAp it really hurt.

In Stafford people think using it  fake our hidding disability but not really hurts at people from clap on street to Nasty people because of this feel can't going back to my group can't going Rising Brook anymore because don't want learn difficult seat on table other Side by one Stafford town why are retard Sunflowers 🌻 Landyard People too selfshire and mean why people can't be Kind it because of MP broken there Rules by having party in Lockdown  and I missing two birthday in lock down so not happy at movement I do want friends but no point have mobie phone if haven't got mobie phone.

I got No friends