Out lock down

 Lock down

It hasn't been easy for me with lock down I was ill before lock down didn't have gluten-free birthday cake so upset but got do summer house with cats Sydnee and Annbel there my kids with paws. 

Start of lockdown do jigsaw and walking but now just get fed up. 

Change to talk talk broadband and smart light and chrome cast isn't working in Summer house  and wasn't happy I just eat and eat and eat get fat get fat.

I want highlight Dyspraxia and half deaf and Coelic and nightmare it bring eating on Gluten free diet  To make worse got scarm on mobile phone so got rid one Internet compared and didn't like Tesco Mobie Phone where Adult with learn difficulties can monitor by the mum.

Out of Lock Down And Prombles have today

Then get told by Making space recovery meath health can't be volunteer because of Mum awners the phone it really hurt and Rising Brook former friends 😢 say can't be leader of group because mum monitor me so throw mobile phone on the floor in bin my mum ruin by life wish didn't going special school because truth is going special school you won't get job and can't be volunteer I want help Guide dog to walk rising money and want rising money for more animals charity but mum said No

I want volunteer for Coelic but mum say No because Covid really hurt for mum treat like child.

Verity codes 

Now in UK if want shopping on line through checkout and wait for bank send you 6 number from mobile phone then type 6 numbers but haven't got mobile phone and bank takes ages send card reader machine it feel this special adult who is half deaf can't hear on phone well haven't got text so once again ask bank of mum for more money can't use my own money because verification code and Feel lost my Independence in fact I watch England match on sky sport and talk talk Internet went down so missing the Match because wost talk talk Internet is and won't be able record anything tomorrow because TV boast on talk talk Internet won't be working.

So think of cannel Now TV and Sky sport not paid something can't watch and can't change new card because need those stupied verity code feel like lost my Independence it feel like return back to Victorian time cost living high noughing in shops can't afford delivery off £40 to £90 it really hurts and making worse by highlight dyspraxia  and half deaf and Coelic was trying highlight hidding disability of 🌻 Sunflowers Landyard. To be call you retard and you not disable not OAp it really hurt.

In Stafford people think using it  fake our hidding disability but not really hurts at people from clap on street to Nasty people because of this feel can't going back to my group can't going Rising Brook anymore because don't want learn difficult seat on table other Side by one Stafford town why are retard Sunflowers 🌻 Landyard People too selfshire and mean why people can't be Kind it because of MP broken there Rules by having party in Lockdown  and I missing two birthday in lock down so not happy at movement I do want friends but no point have mobie phone if haven't got mobie phone.

I got No friends 

Adults Who Bully

Adults Who Bully

Gym bug and Rising Brook

 I think I got the Gym bug. I just join Pure Gym and last and Saturday was four time So got try get Gym tomorrow but if no evening Transport won't be going as not walking in the hevey Rain.
On Monday and Thursday going Rising brook cafe Monday disability group and Thursday up Rising brook twice one for cafe as old member of Richard fellowship group turn up. Now run by it self and Thursday do keepfit. As no public buses in evening won't be going now. Friday I join music group at Asda and lot fun dancing and and singing.

Today

Today start off with Row with mum but my pets Sydnee and Annabel so did music group and Soup Kitchen which I enjoyed Then someone coming in with card asked for money bow asking for £3 wasn't happy with that. Beside Gluten-free meal came to £12.95 but one off for me.
Rember use going soup Kitchen with Grandma had drink glass of wine.should be home 2pm but motorway closing down so stop thAt now as can't afford at movement with do miss. I looking for pet Stitting for Sydnee and Annabel haven't find them latd

Wost transport

I wasn't happy with public transport in Stafford to Wolverhampton First could not use bus pass till 9.30am so at go any 9 clock College crouse So travel in car but heavy rain.no room in train car park so have wait till mum come back got on train and two seat but two business people moving use out our disability because reserved the seat not happy and have panic attack on train but feel no body care rather speed £50 Millon on HS2 improve the trains now. After got of Wolverhampton Station Ihad go in Taxi go to Wolverhampton hospital Thanks goodness don't have to Wolverhampton hospital again Wost Service on public transport for Disability

What plants in my garden

I happy got New garden really happy can't show photos because Rose haven't grown something I. Garden go be secret. I wonder what Safe flower and garden plants for cat and herbs I want be nice relaxing for me and my cats Sydnee and Annabel so looking forward plan more of garden and plants Seeds

This week been Coelic

For me this week had lot in this week Even be Coeliac it Coeliac means eat Gluten-free food for life but eating Gluten-free diet you put weight on. I really don't like be Coelic because Gluten-free food cost £35 per week in Sainburry and Asda. I think wrong Gluten-free diet price going up instead going down and upset me.